Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in ytisomodnar's LiveJournal:

Monday, March 8th, 2004
2:31 pm	Ugh I have nothing to do. I feel like talking too. I am not on msn right now. So, I don't know who to talk to. I am sooo lame. Current Mood: LAME
2:28 pm	I forgot to mention one little thing . . . I forgot to say this, I don't know why I feel the need to mention this. But is it sad that I had someone else set up this account for me. I mean honestly, I should be able to do this for myself. I know how this works and all. I think I just didn't want anyone to know that it was me, if they just so happen to see my account being set up. I am lame.
1:10 pm	Me I don't want anyone to know who I am. But I feel the need to let some things out. Which is why I don't want anyone to know who I am. For one, I have struggled with a few personal images. Lately I have been going to the bathroom after every meal and throwing up. I feel the need to lose weight. I use to either just not eat, or when I did eat, I would take like five laxatives. I don't necessarily want to do this to myself. I just don't know how to lose weight. Occasionally, I wont go to the bathroom and throw up. But it's pretty rare. I hate it when I don't though, I feel almost as if I betrayed myself. Another thing in my life that no one knows is that I honestly wish sometimes that I was a supermodel. I know it sounds lame, but if I was a model, then I would feel as if I was pretty. I'm not awful. But I can't stop looking at other girls and comparing them to how pretty I am. Is this normal for girls? I don't necessarily get jealous, I actually have a tendency to want to go throw up, to make sure I lost my lunch or something